Hey, I'm back for more!
-I'm not fully sure I understand our relationship. I think you're jealous of me, and I know I'm jealous of you. I hope the best for you but at the same time we're competitors. I'm sorry for any harm I've done over the past year, your a lot younger than me and we're in two different stages of our lives. There was no need of my actions, and probably no need of yours. I wish we could erase everything that's happened... strange things happened this year.
-I love you unconditionally, you know that. Next year, it'll be ten years of us being best friends. Although we're not living in the same area any longer, no one will ever take your place! I've never found another friendship that is like ours, it's unique. I miss you, and I hate to say it, but I miss who you used to be. I'm sure when I see you again things will go back to old times, but I guess that's what happen when we separate at such changing stages in life. I really wish you could have spent highschool with me. I never got to experience having a "best" girl friend when I needed one the most, I had lots of friends and next year i'll graduate with great girlfriends! But over the past three years I never had anyone close enough to me to cry on, cry to, scream at, scream with, and just vent too. I hope someday you can repay me for that. I've missed you! Keep smiling, you're family is f*cked up, but you're gonna do good things to the world babygirl !
